superfluous..

i'm now so superfluous and confusing now !
so vexed, irritated, annoyed and be fed up with something !
i wonder should i started to sms him ...?
but i dread if he didn't reply my message ...
arrrgh ~
FEAR LEST ~

..::.. Nice Day ..::..

today we went for the craft complex ...
we made the BATIK and CLAY...
arrgh...
at first , i choose to draw the building of KLCC,
but its so complicated , and i give up..
i choose a simple cat ~
after drawing ,
we have to put wax on it !
aargh..
i made till so angry ...
and i made till so ugly...

I acknowledge that i was a person who did not have long-patience..
when we coloured the BATIK..
oh my god !
as i colored the yellow one into my BATIK..
the colour was splashed around...
stupid...
i give up ...
and the TSH keep staring at my batik and laugh ... !!! @-@
i really disappointed with it..
and i called catherine and sweet yee to help me to draw it ~
because the absence of BLACK colour,
CAT chosed blue color to draw my cat...
but suddenly,
she involuntary used the orange colour to draw my cat's another leg..
oh no~~
but its OK...
i did not feel sad because i know it is better than me if i did on it...
after ward, sweet yee came over here..
and i passed my batik for sweet to help me coloured it ...
i really cant continued with my ugly batik...

after finishing doing ,
we all wait for CAT to finish her batik ,
and we do the clay..
sweet yee also around..
sweet yee damn nice ... she accompany me , cat, and catherine along the time...
although she had done everythings ...
i done till damn nice ...( SWEET YEE SAID SO ^v^ )
but i scared it will collapse...
at the time we are doing ,
we keep calling yeow xin to help us made something with the clay because we did not have idea on it !
yeow xin done a gurl cartoon and some flowers for me ...
VERY NICE LEH !
and done a crab and somes cube for CAT ...
if the times given to us may longer ...
than i sure i can do it till very nice !
haha ^^
thx U SING !

and then , we go and buy some souvenirs ...
everyone bought the bookmarks over there ..
nice ! really nice !!!
i bought a monkey key chain and three bookmarks...
cost me RM 9.00 .. ( 9.00 CAN BUY SO MANY THINGS, not like the breakfast that taken from kitt teng and sweet yee, a plate only cost for RM14.50 )
and i order for pasting the substances on my batik and cost for RM3 ...
quite fun for today ...
but i was so tired ...

..::.. Mine Dream 30/10 ..::..

my friends keep laughing at me in the BUS when i told them what i dreamed..
Ooyah.. we were in the bus because we are going tp the craft complex..

my dream ...~~~

I dreamed the famous building - KLCC
can be seen near my house...
only a few miles away ...
can see the whole building of it ..

quite stupid ~

..::.. Mine Dream (ii) ..::..

i forgot what was the date ...
I dreamed MS.NG...
catherine was sitting behind of MS.NG's car...
and i was sitting in front...
teacher then gives us to eat something that was black in colour...
i dont know what was it but i remember we said the tastes was so good... =_='''
DONT LAUGH... plz...
and after teacher fetched us to school,
as the time we went down from the car,
catherine was disappear...
and i did not continue to look for her ~
(many students around the school compounds...)
i use my handphone and called my home..
that was a MALE's sound answering the phone ...
and i know that he was my cousin...
but i wondering why he will in our house..
and i ask him TO pass the phone to my sister...
but he did not do so~ ,
I SCREAMED...
SCREAMED MY SISTER'S NAME ...
but she did not answering...
i ignore the phone and called my dad...
THE WORD APPEAR IN MY PHONE WHEN I WAS TRY TO CALL MY DAD WAS " BAGHDAD"
but i saved " dad hp" for my dad's handphone..
and i try to call again... same word BAGHDAD coming out...
{ BAGHDAD is a country name of TAMADUN YUNANI }
i quickly ignore it ..
and i was so confuse!
i went through the walkway and i saw my sisters were around there...
the road are different..
suddenly , some sound is made around ~
my sister called me to rush quickly ...
i wondering...
why?
and i must pass through the small door that was the PIG's door ...
i have to lay down and climb over it...
suddenly, i have no power to move my body...
my sister lend me her hand...
at the time i wanted to gv out my hand,
and my eyes were opened..
wow...
and the time i was woke up was still midnight...
i continued to sleep but hard to fall asleep...

and then ,
the second dream continued to make again..
i dunno why i dreamed the primary school of DESA JAYA...
and the hall of our camp..

..::.. Mine Dream ..::..

started from today... i'm going to draw out what i was dreaming throughout my sleeping times...
i feel myself everyday gt the dream..
WHY AA?
people around me did not do so ~?
and every times went for school and told them I GOT A DREAM LASTNIGHT...
their reply were same .." DREAM AGAIN HAR?"

I was still remember the scene that I made the dream from young until now..
there was a same place...
I doesn't know where was it.. in a shopping mall...
and behind the shopping mall was a beach...
~_~

another horror dream...
me and my family wanna went back to home...
on the road , we passed by the MALURI "bridge" ...
and there was a lot a lot and a lot of polices over a house...
=_=''' and i ask what was happening..?
they reply nothing ... just simply said GOT A THIEF ...
only A thief need so many polices?
and my head move to another sides...
I SAW KL TOWER or KLCC ( forgt ady) was facing collapse ...
and was so many fires around it..
MY GOD.. that's so good if MALURI can saw KLCC...
the colour of the sky was BLACK+ORANGE....
horror leh~

FUNNY ...

HAHAHAHAHAHA...
damn funny today ~
the time after the biology paper and before the PJK paper,
me, cat, carmen and yeow xin sit together with a table...
and keep doing revision on the PJK...
erm... i doesn't know that we did the revision or not...
we keep saying, discussing, talking , and laughing !
oh my god ~
damn funny !
at the times that we are all quite for reading ,
the only one person ,
making some noisy on its chewing gum !
CARMEN then stared at her and say " CAN YOU EAT WITHOUT MAKING THE NOISE ? AND DID YOU KNOW THE MANNERS ? DID YOU KNOW THAT EATING ARE NOT ALLOWED TO MAKE NOISE ? YOU KNOW MY DAD WILL SCOLD ME IF I ACTING LIKE YOU? "
hahahahahahahahahah, we keep laughing at her ...
the face that shown in CARMEN's face are funny !
after a minute, i wonder is a minute or only a few seconds ...
CAT keep staring at CARMEN...
and same thing carmen stared back her...
and said " IF YOU WANNA STARED PEOPLE , CAN YOUR EYES OPEN LARGER ? I CANT SEE WHO ARE YOU STARING AT ..."
oh my god... this wan really make me and yeow xin faint...
we cant stop talking for a minute...
and then , yeow xin teaches us for PJK
she teaches us about the stress, and some AKTA-AKTA...
at the times she is teaching,
cat was so bothersome,
she keep asking and asking...
and then carmen cant enduring at her and blocked her ..( me too)
haha ...
after yeow xin finish teaching,
we have to do our own revision for the further chapter because yeow xin haven read it ...
fine , we do ourselves...
WHO KNOWS ... we keep talking ... and discussing..
damn noisy la~
yx takes her chair and move in front ~
carmen beg for her to come back...
haha !
sommore...
not sommore, is MANY ..
damn more funny things happen during the times...
laugh till FAINT ~

THE EXAM IS FINALLY GONE !!!

yappi !!!
exam was gone ...
finally gone...
take me tortured for a month ! damn ~
but i did not looks forward for the following days...
have to face the results !
stupid !
~~
tomolow going to a KOMPLEKS ...
forget what is the name ady ...>.<'''
today after the school...
my dad brought me to KL CITY..
haha...
enjoying the JAPANESE FOOD !~
lol ~~

GRATZ... finally 100

haha...
my post reached for the amount of 100...
lol..
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY ~ =_='''
celebrate with it ~

damn ! i hate you ! HATRED ON YOU ~

stupid HISTORY !!!
spent my lovely 2 days with my dearest !!!
because of u , HISTORY !!
made me cant hang out !!!
AS USUALLY, going shopping on SUNDAY...
dad suggest go for TIMES SQUARE !!!
oh my... times square,
i wanted to go there quite a long time..
i miss a big chance for didnt bought the pants over there ..
stupid..
that's why i wanna went there again..
but because of u , HISTORY ...
u are the killer...
damn la U !
besides from making me HEAD PAIN, VOMIT, EYE BLINDNESS and eating PANADOL..
u made me cant out for shopping !!!

STUPID !
I REALLY HATE U !!!
HATE U AAAA....
I TELL U THAT I WAS JUST ENDURING AT YOU NOW !
MADE MY EYES BECOME PANDA ..
IS U !! STUPID ~
U KILLED ME !
I WANT YOU DISSAPEAR IN THIS WORLD !!
DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN !
DAMN HISTORY PAPER !

DAMN ~ I SPEND...

damn myself ~~~
spend my whole day for doing revision on History...
( the subject that I most most most dislikes... its so obnoxious ... !!! )
i hope i will get the improvement on it !!!

..::.. ...::.. MISS ..::... ..::..

aaaa... agree with the statement ...
" HATES ALWAYS COMPARED TO LOVE IS EASILY LAYING DOWN "
yea...
agreed with it ~~
hhaha ^v^

..::.. THOROUGH DISSAPOINTED ..::..

i really cant imagine you are such kind of the person !
YOU really really make me so disappointed at you so much ...
i really FALL THE SPECS ...
u threat me like your rubber ball ... , right?
thorough disappointed !
Rejoiced to myself has not started to contact with you ~

..;;.. tired ..::..

ah... juz went back from SABAK BERNAM ...
damn tired...
on the way going to SABAK BERNAM ...
we passed through the DORANI HOMESTAYS ...
and i passed through my AYAH ANGKAT & IBU ANGKAT 's houses...
i missed the days that we break through...
today, I eat a lot...
a lot and a lot !
wahseh...
after then , we went for the beach ...
c~ing sunset...
damn nice...
SLEEPY ...
luckily 2mw is holiday ...

..::.. CHILDHOOD (IV)

..::.. CHILDHOOD (II) ..::..

hey fren , plz press big and see ... more CLEAR ...

..::.. CHILDHOOD ...::..

..::.. S.H.E . ...;;..

lol...
MR. KUMAR ( my eng. tuition teacher ) today damn FUNNY ...
my classmate today bring a file with the artist note on it ..
the artist is S.H.E. ..
after then , MR. KUMAR go and take the file..
and point to the artist ...
" WHO ARE THEY "
all students in our class reply " S.H.E. "
then he heard " shssssss"( the urine)
damn funny... his action act till ...
all of us laugh till stomach pain ...
and then he point to SELINA ...
and say she is beautiful...
point to HEBE , and said she's nice too...
and then he said " the middle one , ( ELLA ) ... NOT NICE ..."
oh my god !!!
lollllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll ~~
after than , he continued to say " that's why they call S.H.E. la , all girls ma , if not , they have to call H.E. la..."
FUNNY FUNNY FUNNY....

..::.. Should I start my tuition on NOVEMBER ? ...::..

i'm so confusing...
dont know wanna start tuition on November, or December or even during the school season...
haih...
but my tuition centre having promotion,
4 subjects > RM 145,
and then the others subjects are all FREE !!!
OMG ~
that means 6 subjects i can get there are totally FREE !!!
but then ,
my times are all fulled...
i have no times to have a break ...=_='''
haih...
confuse !!!

I started to feel that I will be very difficult to communicate with you ! ...::..

As time passes slowly ,
i was started feel that I have the pressure to communicate with you !
that day ..
i ask you some questions,
ur face are blaken at me,
on the other side ,
u keep talking with others people ...

I acknowledge that i was not dare to talk in front of you when you are in bad mood ...
u treat me with different ways ...
scare you ! you are so horror ...
=_='''
i will keep QUIET ~~

. SAD .

I will change yours manner to me into my desolateness to you !

U made me so disappointed at you !!

POOH ... =_='''

oh no...
yesterday before started to have PHYSICS 3 paper,
XXX ask me that is it ur mum help you to ties up the hair?
OH NO !
MY GOD ~~
i wonder why he asking like that,
i thought my hair was messy and that why he ask me like that,
I turn over and ask my friends whether my hair was messy..
then he said,
why your hair can have so many grain ? how can you tie till like that?
faint ! really faint ! ~~
that's not grain ! that is the style of TEBU ...
and is call STRIP but not GRAIN ...
FAINT ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

..::..HAIZ ... , MAKING A BULL-SHIT ..::..

after the physics exam ,
only then , i just thought that i didnt put the best effort on it !
but I spend my whole weekend in PHYSICS ..
However, i'm just like making a shit in front of PHYSICS paper...
damn myself...
i dont know is that the question too hard for me or watever...
calculation all done wrong !
i'm going to kill myself !
stupid !
i'm so useless !
i didnt put so high expectation on it !
i THINK i will FAIL !
stupid me
ms ng, sorry !
I MADE U DISSAPOINTED ~

aaaa... I NEED HELP !!!! I NEED HELP !!!!!

I not enough time to read PHYSICS's chapter 2 aaa!!!!
damn aaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!

damn... physics are kiiling me !!!

hard to do revision in PHYSICS ... wanna DIE ~~ !!!
scare will FAIL !!!
arrrgh ~~~

..::..

today afternoon ,
actually something happen ,
but i feel dont like to speak out ~
is it everything my fault?
if i say i did not do so,
will u believe me ?
could you?
I DONT THINK SO ~
am i barbaric ?
did i ?
maybe that was my fault !
but...
i couldnt figure out !!!

I swear i will do it !!!

today can relax a bit , ( A BIT ONLY )
but, later evening have to do revision on PHYSICS ...
arrgh , stupid physics ! damn hard , need to use my brain !
my brain is just like a bull shit,
how can do so many calculation ???!!!!
Who invents to have test and examination ????!!!
my exam actually will end at next next thursday ,
today afternoon , a circular was sent to me suddenly !
the exam- time changed~ !
retards a week !
damn damn damn damn damn damn !!!!!!!!!
WHY?
CAN SOMEONE GIVE ME 100 REASONS WHY THEY HAVE TO DO SO???
WHY ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~????????????????
WHO LECTURE MUST LIKE THIS ???!!!
I pledge that i will hate you !
the diagram that i didnt labelled in my question, i was feel very mad on it ,
suffering me !!!
my biology need to READ again !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
stupid !!!!
DAMN !

..::.. UNLUCKY ..::..

AFTER celebrating MOONCAKE FESTIVAL at the garden near my house ,
i was walking home by myself...
MYSELF... my siblings still wanna to play at there,
as such, i need to go back first,
what's the reason?
( I HAVE TO DO REVISION )
STUPID ! HATE EXAM ! EVER AND EVER !
ON THE WAY BACKING HOME,
i saw a dog laying down on the road,
i walk slowly besides it,
OH MY GOD !
IT SUDDENLY BARKED AT ME !
and then it started to wake up ,
i cant imagine what is the next step it is going to do .
i keep running , RUNNING AND RUNNING,
finally , i reached my home !
luckily , no people was around .
if not , i will be so awkward ...

..::.Pooh! so sunny... haha ..::..

this morning ,
i was enrolling supplementary lessons in CHEMISTRY ...
FUN ...
as the time we discuss a question in papers..
teacher saw an experiment that was a stupid question testing by a student...
and then, teacher say the student was PEARLY...
we all laugh at her..
teacher say she dare to say PEARLY because her self respect was...
teacher havent speak finish, MICHELLE say she din have self respect..
haha, this sentence damn funny ~
afterward, teacher say she not dare to say the person was me,
they say because later i will keep saying " YA LA, I'M SO STUPID DE LA ..."
WAHSEH, their action make me wanna to laugh !
laugh till stomach pain ...
and then , teacher move to michelle,
she say michelle will keep lowering her head,
kitt teng pula will say " WHY ? WHY? why? where got ? "
same with MERISSA ~
sweet yee pula will keep smiling or laughing or watever la ! ( alien)
kar yan also will keep smiling.
CAT same so !
hahahahahahaah !
funny !

..::.. The horror weeks coming ! ..::..

DAMN...
EXAM is around the corner...
i just look like a noob...
haven started to touch the books..
10 books are waiting for me ~
stupid...
ARRGH !