..::.. 30/4/10 ..::..

Today freaking retarded ..

Not liking to mention it ,

But it will stayed in my heart HURTLY and DEADLY ..

the most retarded day I never did before for a long long time..

Since standard 6 , i think ...

nope , standard 5 ..

I fall outside the classroom ..

=_='''

stupid canals over there !

Grrr... !!

my knees kneel to the floor ... 

SHIT man !!!!
Im just finding a hole ...

Aaaaaaxxx !!!!

..::..29/4/10 ..::..

tuzzz ...

Having a talk in hall ,

luckily with others classes .

And I did sat with my gangs.

I almost gotta fall asleep .

Cat suddenly pass a paper with a circle and double lines.

Ooyeah , my favourite .

still remember gang of us drew an ugly picture of a cute gurl during mandarin class last time.

And today, we did the same things .

After that,

I started to pass a slip of paper . 

And write lots of things , man ..

=_='''

We linked up with the lyrics too .

I was shocked when Michelle noted down the 8 mandarin words there.

=o= , 

She viewed my blog .

And kt too !

unexpected weyy  : X

..::..28/4/10 ..::..

See.. !!!

I just state it!

I said Im gonna be desperate at you ...

When there are no EXPECTATION on you,

YOU just came to me deliberately !

I wonder who is playing a joke at me ??!!

I feel tired !

Hmm.. ~~

The bestie countenance to describe me .. 

actually was resemble with a song from S.H.E.

{ SWEET - BE VEXED - CHEERFUL - CONFUSING } 

甜蜜心烦 ， 愉悦混绕 

Okay ..

everything induced to FINE .

because he did direct to ME ..

..::.. 27/4/10 ..::..

Damn Man !

FEELS like going to SLAP you !

You think you are the perfects one in the world?

sometimes passion sometimes cools to me !

Im enduring at you so enough !

I know I did like you before ..

But I did alter myself !

YOU . ? 

I tell myself not to get your intention every times !

And you suddenly passion to me !

The moment that I have high expectation on you !

You disappointed me!

I wonder what's the problem ..

You told me you will not to threat me as like that !

But ?? Finally ?

..::.. 21/4/10 ..::..

Ergh ...

something made me very confusing !

I dont know what should i do now !

I know you will hate me forever ...

But what i DID ... I just wanna alter you to a better person.

I cry ... mixing my frame of mind!

I did cry because of you,

but u keep feeling that Im in accordance with YOU ..

Im disappointed at you !

I couldn't find anything or anyone to rescue you from dawn .

What Should I Do ?

You have to know ,

I have a lot of pressure .

Please dont let yourself become my burden.

Im feeling hard to breathe.

Even facing yours friends.

I thought I did the wrong things.

And I have to forced to the thinggy ..

Please..

since when you become like that?

When will you criticism yourself?

Or you feel yourself never done anything wrong .

And you think you are the perfect, wonderful one?

..::.. 19/4/10 ..::..

献给那些胡思乱想的女孩

那些她们需懂得的哲学
 

陌生的场景

熟悉的对白
 

缺少安全感的孩子
 

总爱胡思乱想
 

不要在流眼泪的时候
 

做任何决定
 

情绪负面的时候
 

说话越少越好
 

不要去反复思考
 

同一个问题
 

不要把所有的感情
 

都放在一个人身上
 

你还有父母　有朋友
 

不要害怕做错什么
 
即使错了
 
也不必懊恼
 
人生就是对对错错
 
何况有许多事
 
回头看来
 
对错已经无所谓了
 
有负面情绪是正常的
 
但是自己一定
 
要知道　要明白
 
这只是生活的一小部分
 
在其余时间里
 
要尽量的
 
让情绪平稳起来

那个人
 
突然不联系你了
 
很正常
 
那个人
 
突然又联系你了
 
也很正常

这什么也不说明

如果不懂
 
就说出来
 
如果懂了
 
就别说
 
笑笑即可

一切的烦恼都是自找
 
因此也只能自己解决

不要找朋友哭诉
 
或者找他们去打球!!!

说过的话
 
一定要做到
 
即使是很蠢的话
 
再蠢
 
也比言而无信好

当他说：
 
“　让我们冷静一段时间好吗？　”
 
的时候
 
要冷静的说：“好！”
 
然后挂电话
 
不要哀求
 
他不是
 
来征求你意见的

不要害怕做一件事
 
不要害怕触景伤情
 
不要害怕说错话
 
不要害怕想起过去
 
不要害怕面对未来

无论是对是错
 
你需要有一个准则
 
你的行为应该
 
遵循这个准则
 
并根据现实生活
 
不断的修正

反反复复
 
优柔寡断的人
 
是不可能
 
讨人喜欢的
 
在对错间徘徊的人
 
形象不如
 
从错到对的人正面

不要后悔
 
无论怎样都不要后悔
 
后悔的情绪
 
比你所做错的事更加可怕
 
因为这会摧毁你的
 
自信，自尊以及
 
有可能让你去做一件更错的事

不要把心底的话
 
全掏出来
 
这些是
 
只属于你的财富
 
不要和一个人
 
议论同一个圈子里的人
 
不管你认为他有多可靠

当你不知道
 
和他说什么的时候
 
那就什么也不要说
 
沉默有无限种含义

不要追求什么结果
 
每个人结果都一样
 
就是死亡

无论遇到什么事情
 
都要对自己说：
 
这是正常的
 
而不要说：
 
我怎么这么倒霉？
 
或是：
 
他怎么这样？

那些遇到汶川地震
 
９１１或印尼海啸的人
 
很多都没有机会抱怨了
 
比起他们
 
生活中的一些波折都是正常的！

今天也许你的男朋友离你而去
 
你会觉得自己是世界上最惨的人
 
但是别忘了也许
 
这世上同时有几十万个姑娘
 
和你有着同样的遭遇
 
只是你不知道而已

吃下去的就坚决不再吐出来
 
所以吃之前要想清楚
 
恋爱也是

...::.. What Should I Do ? ..::..

What Should I Do ...?

I felt falling love in HIM deeply ..

I know i cant escape from this situation.

but ..

I try to evade myself in front of you.!

I know you good as well..

But then, 

I need you direct to me .

hAiH ...

..::.. 18/4 ..::..

woke up early in the morning,

went to TEO CHEW association to get stipend and awards.

but not included me ..

my sisters . =_='''

saw CHEIH YIN too ... ( in the midst of expected )

back home about 1pm something,

quickly back to my bed and slept .

Going to do mask at first,

but im too lazy ...

lazy to wake up and washes the face after 20 minutes.

>.<'''

huh ..

Ms.ng already gave us 5 sets of physics paper questions which is only for Form 4 Chapter 2.

5 sets ... all's about FORCES ... Motion ...

my god ...

have to pass up to her 1 month later..

hmm... 17/5 .

=_='''

..::.. 13/4/10 ..::..

13/4/10

stay back after school again,

We have to arrange those BOOKS ..

The books are DUSTY and " FUSTY " ..

hah, 

ours action damn fast wehhh ... :)

the books already bind.. 

tables already "squeeze " into those bookshelf ..

so hard weh : <

We order for the delivery of Mc. Donalds .

haha ^v^

the price totals up was RM 99.00 ..

O.O 

the three guy.

Bring a lots of fun actually,

but then sometimes was too OVER !

The guy starts with the letter N one,

uses his dusty and blacken handy touch OURS FACE !

how dare he is !

The tallest guy ... huh .. =_='''

playing with the shoal of WATER on the bench after the rain,

and he puts both of his wateryyyy ( dirtyyyy ) hands to N's bag ..

eeeeeeeeeeeeeel ... 

Ooyah... something missing.

Pn. Siti Liah came to Library when we prepared to back ..

She scolded us at the first time .

But then after that, she talks and persuade us very softly.

She told us not to have duty in Library when there are no teacher guarding.

hahaxx..

I love one of her sentence.

" I know what you all did were for Library. But, we have to concern yours safety."

..::.. Thumbs Up ..::..

today after 1pm,

stay back in school for duty.

Get back earlier ...

And ... hahaah ^v^

guess what ?

Finally bought Oreo- Mc Flurry for this month.

Nop... is for MARCH 

never touch it since last month ...

grr..

..::.. Thanks, My friends ..::..

In my life,

I learned how ...

to smile,

to love,

to be happy,

to be strong,

to work hard,

to be honest,

to be raithful,

to forgive . 

Always draw a circle around the ones you love, 

never draw a heart because hearts can be broken,

but circles are never ending .

..::.. Love ..::..

What does Love means hah ?

In Romantic Ways .

Love is strong yet delicate.

It can be broken.

To truly love is to understand this.

To be in love is to respect this.

It's hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone

when your heart still does .

When You love someone, it's something.

When someone Loves you, it's another thing.

When you love the person who loves you back,

it;s everything !

SAD WAY .. i think ...

- Should I smile because we're friends or cry because that's all

   we'll ever be?

It takes only a minute to get crush on someone,

an hour to like someone,

and a day to love someone,

but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

Sometimes I wish I was a little kid again..

Skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts!

You never know what you have until you lose it !

Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you.

My heart was taken by you,

broken by you,

and now it is in pieces because of you!

..::.. Times ..::..

Times for me ... is treasure ...

As the saying ,

"Times Can Dilute Down Everything "

I gotta trust it !

I made it !

Wonder thanks YOU or TIMES ..

started dismiss from YOU leisurely ~

Its that better for u and Me ?

..::.. A meaningful ... ::..

I just received a mandarin message from my friend. 

And i found that was so touch ..

And so suit for what i expect ~

阿拉伯传说中有两个朋友 

在沙漠中旅行，

在旅途中的某点，
 
他们吵架了，
 
一个还给了另一个一记耳光。
 
被打的觉得受辱，
 
一言不语，
 
在沙子上写下：

今天我的好朋友打了我一巴掌。
 
他们继续往前走，到了越野，
 
决定停下。
 
被打巴掌得那位差点淹死，
 
幸好被朋友救起来了。
 
被救起后，拿了一把小剑

在石头上刻了：  


今天我的好朋友救了我一命。
 
一旁好奇的朋友问：
 
为何我打了你，你要写在沙子上，

而现在要刻在石头上呢？
 
朋友笑一笑回答说：
 
当被一个朋友伤害时，

要写在易忘的地方，
 
风会负责抹去它；

相反的如果被帮助，
 
我们要把它刻在心灵深处，

任何风都不能抹灭它。
 
朋友的相处，
 
伤害往往是无心的，
 
帮助却是真心的，
 
忘记那些无心的伤害，
 
铭记那些对你的帮助，
 
你会发现这世界上

有很多真心的朋友。

..::.. PICTURE ..::..

 

..::.. Journey ..::..

I-CITY was perfect ..

so nice ... wonderful ...

The moment you step in ...

You can saw the trees over there like crying ..

and the whole buildings crying there ... 

That's was so peace ...

ENJOY the light ...

 Chinese Lantern 

Swam~

Colorful Trees with Me ... 

( ignore the muddy soil ... )

Penguin ...

The trees are dropping Their tears ... DAMN NICE ...

..::.. Tada ...::..

Woohoo... 

Finally... ! I waited this day for a long time !

Finally reached ~

still left 2 days nia ..

Physics 3 and Moral ..

Gonna failed in PHYSICS ..

Read before the day... >.< '''

haih T_T

gonna buy a lot a lot a lot of KERTAS MODEL now ..

damn !

Last Saturday, 3/4/10..

planned to read at home whole day..

But then my dad forced me to go I-CITY during night..

I try to reject ... but ...i cant ..

I have to go .. 

The moments i think back my add maths ..

gonna tears out ! HOW CARELESS AM I ???

stupid !

I KNEW how to do it !!!! but aaaaa...

I hate it !

I hate the time passing so fast !

I hate the careless what i have did !

I hate the decimal places !

its just because a decimal, made me did wrong whole question !

stupid me !!

arghhh !

...:::.. 2/4/10 ..::..

1/4/10

arghz , today Im down's of luck ..

=_=''' starting from morning till night ..

nothing raising to be better ..

The time i went out to tuition,

i had settle my bottle besides my bag ..

But then i still forget to bring it out..

I have to buy another mineral bottle before the tuition started .

The time i stepped out from car,

i heard something drop on the floor..

But then i never care for it ...

After then, i just realize that it was my comb.

Im still thinking whether should turn back and picked it up.

The car are stopping behind,

I give up ... 

SAD ... i have to buy another new comb for THIRD TIME !!!

damn~

The time i went and buy the mineral water, 

I bought some sweets too at the same time..

After i paid the $$, i took the mineral bottle and straight away left .

>.< 

The UNCLE over there called me...

waving his hand with my sweets ..

SHIT ... forgot to take the snacks ...

arz... the kakak over there keep staring at me..

I feel retarded ! awkward ! embarrassed !

T_T ...

Im just finding a hole to hide out ..

Heh ... Thanks for KAR YAN & ZI YING 

for passing me the tips ...

2/4/10

I just thought that I was the only who woke up during midnight

read history ..

haha ^^

MY FRIENDS DID SO ..

The funniest things was ...

" What time you woke up ? " ( cat ) 

" 3.45 am ... You ? " (me)

" Im better than you, 15 minutes earlier than you ...3.30am " (cat)

" Did you continued sleep after that ? " (me)

" YES !" ( cat)

" what time ? " (me )

"  3.50 am + + ... " (cat) 

three of us shocked with her's replied ...

and keep laughing at her ...

" me 4.30 am ... CARMEN , what time you wake up ? "

" 3am... " (carmen )

 WOW ... 

" did you sleep back after then ? " ( me )

" No... " ( carmen )

" WAH ..... !!! 0.0 ... " (ME AND CAT )

" then what time you start to sleep ? i means your bedtime ... " ( me)

" 11pm ... " 

" you just sleep 4 hours nia ... you rather dont sleep la ! " (cat)

the faced that how's carmen starring on catherine was funny ! 

" Then you rather dont read la,continued your sleep la ! the 15 minutes read for what ..!! " (carmen)

 

NICE REPLIED ~ 

haha ^v^

Newspaper guided me today ...

" TRY TO APPROACH THOSE FRIENDS WHO ARE HUMOUR "

LOLX ...

all of them perasaan !

I just told my FRIENDS my comb was dropped~

After school,

SWEET YEE came and ask me for lending her my comb ..

I just starring her , 

and yelled at her ...

not yelled actually , just talking as usual .

but then just increase my voice .

" U WANT ME SAY HOW MANY TIMES?

  I DROPPED MY COMB !!! "

oO... 

the face then she showing was ridiculous..

> . <