Wednesday, October 13, 2010

..::.. 13.10.10..::..

13.10.10

Deeply grieved me.

Attended tuition for Maths and English as this is the last week. 

 feeling sleepy all the days.

And i can't concentrate on what the teacher teaching, 

my eyes were spinning around. 




TODAY.

I wonder what happen to me.

The article from the newspaper TOLD me 

to relieve from restriction, and relaxed.

I wanna to do it but I know I can't. 



I got twice of frighten TODAY.

The first one...

As we were sitting in a group at the corner of the class, 

Me, Catherine, Carmen, Kar Yee and Merissa.

And they were drawing even PAINTING on my newspaper. 

I bought it for RM1 .

It seems like buying their happiness.


 

A blackish insect suddenly flew through Catherine's mouth

And she used her hand to "catch"  it quickly.

The blackish insect on my table now! 

We thought it was only a FLY but it is LARGE in size.

I never saw a BIG FLY before.

We used our hand to wave it away but IT DOESN'T MOVE.

I observed it attentively,

and I asked them, is a bee

I retreat my chair with sudden.

They get in shock and run away from the table.

But... Merissa still sitting there and said, 

That's not a Bee, but a FLY in fact !

Someone asked her for more confirmation.

 She said is a BEE at last. 

Guess what Carmen did?

 she used my newspaper to cover the bee, 

and she tried to flatten it.

But the bee flee away.

It came to Kar Yee shirt,

and her hair, 

 THE BEE FLIED TO ME after her !

My uniform and stick to my greenie skirt !

Nonetheless, whole class were staring at group of us, 

even the teacher..

( but she never take action and seems like watching movie )




This is the first frighten.

Let's talk about second.




3 prefects went to my class, 

I whispered to Carmen, " Will I be calling out ? "

And she said, " YOU don't 3 8 , do you done everything wrong ? "

But then, 

the prefect look for Catherine.

She went out, and came to us with wicked smile,

" Both of you gotta teman me to Bilik Disiplin too . "

HAR ... ???  I thought i was just simply said. 

And .. i keep thinking a lot of things.

Do them saw US running away from class?

Oh Man.. 

Pn.S called those prefects check for our bodies 

and physical outside the discipline room!

She even called a prefect to bring our bags up to second floor

Whole class were staring at us. 

I were in a state of SHOCK.

A very FRIGHTEN shock .

My heart seems like gonna pumping out from my body.

And of cause, Carmen and Catherine called me to calm down. 

I asked Pn.S for the reason, 

she refused to tell us. 

and keep calling the prefect to do a spot check on 3 of us !

and Carmen just scream in front of them , 

" We don't need to scare, JUST LET THEM CHECK. "

salute you!

And finally, 

We only realize the whole storyline.

But you know something ?

Feeling damn angry with Pn. S

no wonder why every student feeling hatred on her. 

I have the same feeling from now. 

She failed to get any information from us, 

and just said " THANK YOU " without looking at us 

in straightforward . 

I thought she at least need to say a SORRY

but she didn't !

Oh My... 

And we need to carry our bag and go back class without any excuse !

Damn!






   





   

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

..::.. 12.10.10 ..::..


Just Leave me alone. 

In a state of horrified moodiness.

I just can't imagine that I will be drag in your post. 


 

Should I feel proud ?

Is ridiculous !

The things that shouldn't be. 

Im trying to hold back and preserve back the older post,

instead of publishing out. 

Just because of someone.




Do whatever you want !





   

Monday, October 11, 2010

..::.. Memories ...::..

Is me and Ms. Pearly 's doggy, ROCKY .

ROCKY , how are you now ?

Did you ever been bullying by your owner ?







Ooyah... this is the video where my sister sang me a birthday song on 18.9.10.

GELI weyyy  =X






  

..::.. Snooker ..::..








Is Snooker's Day. 

Perhaps we can go and have a day with snooker and bowling after SPM ?

Nope... I want after trial exam. 

Is too far away if I need to wait for the end of SPM. 




Snap Shot.
XD








End.





  

..::.. 10.10.10..::..

Is Sunday.. 

Whole family were outing 

and 

Im the one stayed in home alone. 

Guess why ?

Is PHYSICS obviously. 

gonna drive me crazy !

faced in front of them for whole day.

Sacrifice my lovely Saturday and Sunday.


And.. I cooked Maggie for my lunch.

Pity me.

Try to seek all over the refrigerator and check whether have greens to add in. 
XD

And I found vege &  some prawns.

I knew that Im allergic to those seafood.

But.. still cant endure of it. 

Preparing. 

Egg added.
With M.S.G..
Finished a pack M.S.G. as Im the only one.

They could prevent me from pouring those kinda thinggy if they were at home.

And people... 

please remember something when you wanna to pour M.S.G. to your maggie,

Please do off the stove first before pouring any powder,

YOU know why ?

There's an article 

state that M.S.G. cannot react with boiling water 

or it will induced to a chemical reaction and bla bla bla

IS harm to us... 


Tada ~ Nice looking huh. 

If you feel that is not plump enough , 

Why don't you try to add more soup ?

XD XD XD

Like this ... 
=)

Yeah.. 

that's the end. 






   



   





 

Friday, October 8, 2010

...::.. 8/10/10 ...::..


Im fear of it. 

I knew there's not much about me. 

But still feeling guilty .

I wishes the time could flow backwards, 

and stop at that moment. 

I will take my action as well and started to appreciate those moments. 



Maybe she thought back those terror things ?

Im sorry . 








 ♪ Because Of YOU ♪   Kelly Clarkson

♪ Dreaming With A Broken Hear ♪  John Mayer




Wednesday, October 6, 2010

..::.. FED UP ..::..


well being honestly. 

Im just such a useless human.

I know they would say me Im just simply say and being hypocritical to myself. 

Is a sham in fact.




Im such a bullshit. 

I got the tips, then ?

Results were just like that, never change,

even though  HOW I TRY MY BEST TO DO IT. 




my brain and mind ARE senseless.

I cant sense anything. 

I never have common sense. 

I wonder why should i put number of moles to the M.

Im the one creating problem anyway !

I lose the whole question .

All calculations done wrong !




The things already bear in mind, 

disappear suddenly when i wanna used it. 

Is ridiculous, right ?

Staying in class alone and i feel don't want to disturb people.

Im fear of keep asking questions from them and annoyed them.

FED UP.

Im disappoint to myself. 

I don't have mood to study for tomorrow's history instead of blogging.

I knew it could be in terrible.

But how.. I fed up from them !