..::.. Buddy ..::..

yesterday night,
keep chatting wif my sis. ,
and suddenly,
dont know why i told her about carmen~
=_=''' LOLX ~
the time i keep telling her about shes,
and i keep laughing ~
i cant describe her well actually,
because shes so FUNNY ..
haha ^^

but sometimes,
shes quite mystical~
we really cant get what was in her mind sometime~

hmm,
ooYah,
i told my sister interesting part ,
the time that she throw away cat's stationary case~
hahahaahahahah...
really funny ~

hmm~
but actually,
i have to thx her because
shes made us a lot of fun~
if nt,
i would nt feeling lyking up to school,
thx car, zi ying, jia xin and sommore ~
thx for choosing insert my life ~
^^

..::.. FINALLY ..::..

today went for IOI MALL in PUCHONG ~
i love the shopping mall ~
tat is suit for me ~
and FINALLY ,
i bought the shoes i wan ~
FINALLY ...

LUNCH ~
having lunch in THAI restaurant ~
woah ~
that is superb delicious ~

~HOME~
keep doing add maths homework ,
almost getting faint ~
the graph paper drive me insane ~
the small and tiny boxes ..
i dunno wanna hw to describe them ~
why just cant enlarge the boxes ?

O.o.,
mine right trap keep " leaping",
i wonder what unlucky things will happen on me .
haih ~

..::.. think~ed ..::..

I keep considering ~
and i choose to delete it ~
hopefully my friends nvr c it ~
i should be more open minded ,
i couldnt be so selfish , so stingy ..
sommore it was passing ~
just 4gt it ~
dont wanna done sth made me feel very in tranquil,
DID I ?
i wanna ask,
but i couldn't find someone and ask,
did mine action did true ?
i hope so ~
plz..

haih ~
FINE ... fine fine ~
just forget it ,
dont wanna think again ~
i really wanna throw away all HURTLY things ~
I NEED IT in my life ..

if you thrust on me,
then you wont need my explanation..
sommore, if you already decided wont believe me,
what im trying to say,
you also wont get in your mind~
I CHOOSE NOT TO SAY ~
NOT TO SAY A WORD IN FRONT OF U ~

im going to alter myself ~
im gonna change into another person ~
i wanna be a new XIN YAN ..
i hate the one b4 ,
i need the new life start.
A NEW LIFE ...
a new life without any sadness,
CONCENTRATE ON MY SPM ..
2010 , come faster ,
can you run to me ?
im waiting for u ~

herrr, really loosing myself ..
slacken myself ~
RELATIVELY CALM , right ?

BESIDES FROM EATING ,
SHOPPING actually can also cure urs vexed ~
can made u open-minded ...
mine way only.
i was the one who think that was effective only...

LOVE, LAUGH , LIVE ~

..::.. PHRASE ..::..

i just saw the movie ..
quite touched with the phrase ..

the celebrity said that we should feel sympathy for those poeple who wants to revenge ,

"报仇不是为了要让自己快乐，
而是受到心灵的创伤，
别人给她的受伤。。。"

and i understood that why the celebrity will said that we should feel sympathy ~

..::.. I made a DREAM ..::..

sucks...
tats was so horror ,
the dream ... oh my god..
I SHOULD SAY SORRY TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS FIRST ~
THIS WAS NOT TRUE ~
RECENTLY,
keep doing add maths homeworks..
my mind was just Tn , Sn...
my god ~
and during the midnight,
i dreamed ...
WE ALL DIDNT ACHIEVE A1 IN ADD MATHS...
=_=''
ms.ng was so disappointed at us ..
Ooyah, i remember her face,
wearing her red specs,
and her face was so black ~
she keep saying disappointed wif us,
and she didnt teach us during the class..
we all kept so quiet ...
==

..::.. 20/12 ..::..

I consent to myself ~
I MUST NOT to initiative for being SMS, dialing and even talking …
I MUST NOT to imagine anything else again !!
Because I knew that the results was always in a bad condition ~
But I did again ..
IM BULLSHIT ~
IM in a state of confusion ~
STOP MAKING ME HAVE ANY EXPECTATION ON YOU !!
Don’t try to hurt me one more time,
Because it was turning round,
IM GOING TO HURT TOU !
YOU NEVER show yours solicitude for me !
Damn !
Dropping the idea forever,
I have NO MORE illusions about the matter !

..::.. 18/12 .::..

went to TROPICANA CITY ...
erm... thats a new shopping centre,
and quite a lot of sales having there,
i take a fancy on a pair of shoes,
but tats was quite expensive and finally give up to buy it ~
SAD .
at the same time that i was trying on a shoes,
the moment i raise mine head up,
i saw MIN HUA ,
and she was starring at me ...
MIN HUA , YOU NOT RECOGNIZE ME ?
omg...
and i point to myself with the such ugly action and said IM XIN YAN..
=_='''
and she just realize it~