Tuesday, August 31, 2010

..::.. 31/8/10 ..::..


Went to SS2 as today is a HOLIDAY for all. 

have a lunch at there.

Melaka Street 
Hers tea.
Nyam.  
Hers Yee Mee.
Hers Ice Kacang.
That's Mine.
His Fried Rice.
Hers Nasi Lemak.
Hers Asam Laksa.
MINE !!!
Hers .... rice... whatever rice.



Monday, August 30, 2010

..::.. Sharing ..::..

lxyan918.blogspot.com 

lxyan918.blogspot.com 
Is LOMO graphy. 
Awww ... : )

Recommend Article For Readers.
I found it damn cute and distinctive.
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 DESK NOTE .

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 Guess what's that ...  
Is a notebook.

lxyan918.blogspot.com 
 Muahaha... 
stickers which noted " I CAN DO IT "
perhaps gonna buy it for SOME people which lack of confidence ...?
And stick it all around THEIR faceeeee .... 


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And this is a TOOL to reduce personal pressure. 

lxyan918.blogspot.com 
 pressing the bubble .
 and each air bubble will producing different kind of sounds . 

lxyan918.blogspot.com 
These are candles. 
But the special thinggy is ...
those candles will set different colors to the flame. 
Aww... : )

lxyan918.blogspot.com 

cassette notebooks. 






   

..::.. Lonely ..::..


Sometimes I take a carton of eggs out of the fridge 

and look at it

and think

maybe one day

I'll crack an egg 

and a little baby chicken will fall out,

And I'll wash him off 

and raise him indoors

and then...

then I'll have a FRIEND.





 Lonely  
Everyone will have to face lonely after.



Everyone will posses lonely timing.

But its how to overcome the lonely with TIME.






   

...::.. 30/8/10 ..::..

This was great.

3 of US, me, kar yee and Carmen sit together during whole day.

today was LC square but not cube because Ms. Catherine never appear in school.

I thought miracle could happen.


Received the timetable for Trial Exam. 

Is almost 4 weeks.

Feeling so hard to pass through those days.



Here's the picture we drew to Catherine's timetable.

Its colorful . ^v^


Colorful is United . 

Words which written by Ms.Carmen.

 back side of her timetable.

Flower which drawn by Ms. Kar Yee

And, this is mine.

Words are written by Ms.Carmen too.
remembered the sentence which belongs to Carmen's idea.

She wrote due to the picture of flower above, 

" Even though YOU are that lump of cattle's shit, Im the beautiful and unique rose be 
ready and willing to stay above YOU to assimilate those nourishment. "

Aww... how funny it is ...

Salute you.





   

Sunday, August 29, 2010

..::.. love SHIMINO ..::..

Love to a stall in IKANO .

named SHIMINO.

the stall is decorated with blink pink.


stall of SHIMINO
Example of crepes.
That's my crepes. Blueberry Flavor.
Blueberry flavor.



Hmm..

I cant describe the appearance of the crepes as well.

Is big in size. And a lot of flavor you can choose to . 

Ooyah, 

Have a medium size of cake inside the crepes. 


Taste very good !

YOU could find peace after tasting it. 

http://www.shiminocrepes.com.my/





   

..::..29/8/10 ..::..


Im BACK from ULU YAM.

Im fatigued.

I never slept soundly at all.





But something happen that made me quite disappoint and angry with it.

I wonder why have such people in the world ?



Here's the some picture 
A farm ville which made of food substance.




Have you seen large pumpkin before ?





  

Saturday, August 28, 2010

..::.. 28/8/10 ..::.

Finally finish Renewed my Blog.

And I was signed up with Nuffnang.

I will help YOU later, Lim Hui Jing.

Patience, okay ?


Will updated my posting soon.

Now gonna back ULU YAM.


PS : Please click Nuffnang advertise whenever it appear, my friends. Thanks. 





   

Friday, August 20, 2010

..::.. FRIDAY WAS FUN ..::..

20/8/2010 , FRIDAY

I LOVE today a lots.

During Chemistry, Carmen Heng mentioned the awkward things of Catherine since last year

where teacher already told us to wear PJ attire when we ahead to Sekolah Agama.

But... she is the only one and one, Ms. Wong Catherine..

wearing her pinafore and reached school lately.

All of us were staring at her O.O


and started to laugh at HER .

And... we did laughed at her until Physics time..

Hmm... that means 4 periods .



Have a happy, cheerful and joyful LUNCH with my dearest friends.


Me, Carmens ( LIM and HENG ), JEAT YINN, SWEET YEE, CATHERINE, PEARLY, KAR 
YEE, MERISSA , KOK KUAN and KAR YAN.

We chats, we laughed, we smiled, and we mock with each other during that time. 

And.. we did laughed till the stomach was in ache. 

Oh my ....

I really have a lot of fun when were lunched.


And we were trying to make the 2 kids ( JEAT and Small Carmen) to be happy.

because they are having their exam recently and feeling stressful all the time.

And I hope we did it.



KAR YEE and CARMEN HENG JIA WEN.

I salute u guys !

Both of you really made me laugh all the time.

I think Im not the only one...

I have even choke for twice just because of your sentence.

Really, agree with Carmen Lim...

your's " 喝汤啦! ” really detonate us.

And we cant stop laughing just because of you.

The only sentence you spoke out, 

and make the all-seater have a long laugh.



* Woo Hoo...

Nice Friday ^^



Perhaps Ms.Ng get well and recover soon! Take care !



CARMEN LIM : 

Please don't give up!

We will always beside YOU .

And..

think optimistic .

Dont ever think negatively !

JUST DO IT !

Be more Confident !

Monday, August 16, 2010

..::.. Killing ..::..


Somehow, 

Killing the moodiness away.




The musics is relaxing me.

The first one is 

♫  IF I WERE A BOY  ♫  by BEYONCE .

 Love it . ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ 

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤





The next one is followed by ♪ Wedding Dress ♪  by Tae Yang.

Knew it from the blogger .



♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♥♥♥♥♥

..::.. 16/6/2010 ..::..

my mood was damn freaking in unstable state today.

I never have this feeling before.

But, that's the way : )

Im shouting in the library.

shouting for twice some more.

I salute you, MAY KEI.


Just don't care for the sincere image

because really cant endure with the noisiest in that condition.

My face was just in foul.

Im not blaming anyone, 

but blaming myself.



Im blaming myself for a lot and a lot of things.

Did I seniority to have a friend ?

No ? 

I should be staying alone...?



Saturday, August 14, 2010

..::.. Control ..::..

14/8/2010
Hatred, anger are dangerous.
You will lose yourself eventually if you can;t control it...
One of the way to control it is forgiving...

..::.. Knew It ..::..

14/8/10

I knew it.

If you think you are right,

then you are right completely.

I have to put down all my resentment ?

I want, but can i do it?

Thursday, August 12, 2010

..::.. Fear ..::..

Damn myself..





 Im fear of EXAM


Im fear of TRIAL 

Im fear of SPM

Im fear of BIOLOGY 

Im fear of HOMEWORK

Im fear of LAZY 

Im fear of HARDWORKING. 

Im fear of FRIENDS

 Im fear of GUYS 

Im fear of becoming LONELY

Im fear of SLEEPING

Im fear of  TALKING ALL THE WAY.

Im fear of MISTAKES.

 Im fear of SORRY

Im fear of FORGIVENESS

 Im fear of MY MIND.

Im fear of being THINKING TOO MUCH.

Im fear of being so TIMID.

Im fear of EMO.

Im fear of PRESSURE

Im fear of KEEP STUDYING BUT DO NOT UNDERSTAND.

Im fear of REPTILES.

Im fear of RECALLING BACK TO THOSE MOMENTS.

Im fear of being so STINGY.

Im fear of SELFISH.

Im fear of TUITION.

Im fear of MY ATTIRE.

Im fear of ATTITUDE .

Im fear of PASSION.

Im fear of the person COOL to me. 

Im fear of you when dominate me as a STRANGER.

Im fear of MONDAY.

Im fear of being HELPLESS .

Im fear of being USELESS .

Im fear of being SCOLDING.

Im fear of being a LAUGHING STOCK.

Im fear of FACING YOU.



... ... ... ....

Saturday, August 7, 2010

..::.. My mind gonna burst ..::..

(╯﹏╰)

The day before yesterday,

Something made me confusing !




Is this my life???

I have to accept it as my life ???

Why must the things had passed,

I only knew how important are HIM.




Why I couldn't appreciate at those moments ?

Im silly !

Im foolish !

Im stupid !

I hate myself !




Why is my life always fulled of regretful ?

Why I am not to appreciate it until I lose it ?

I hate " YOU " .





Thanks Catherine, ◀

for lending me your ears.

..::.. 7/8/10 ..::..

I did those stuff till midnight.

Mum scolded me that Im doing useless things.

Instead to study.

Im very unhappy because none of you are supporting me.

I knew that you were concerning me ,

but can you encourage me ?

Feel hatred to study.

Im just like a trash.

The pressure all around me.

I want to do it better .

But, Can I ??  My mind have a minimum limit



Today, 7/8/10

Hari Koko for my school.

Im taking part for the competition of Painting the board.

Im just useless.

I cant sketch and drew it nicely.

Sorry, My friends.

Thanks Carmen Lim again, 

 thanks for lending us yours hand, after your competition.

^^



Foods.

Im finally enjoyed them.

Bought a bowl of TOM YAM, 

a piece of ROJAK flat biscuit,

Strawberry Ice Blended 

and 

A cupcake.



Im feeling damn regretful that

I never watch the scene when my "BROTHER"

HAN QIN was singing .

haih.

But, I made a big card for him. ♣



Before back,

Thanks Doraemon 

for giving me a bowl of ICE KACANG.

Is free of charge. 

haha.  O(∩_∩)O~

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

..::.. Appreciate friends from this camp ..::..

duhh..
Camping is fun fun fun ...
The dorm that we stayed ...
Me , Carmen Lim, Jeat Yinn... ...
   Me and Carmen Heng.
With Carmen Lim.
Me and CHARLIE ... ^v^
Me and FLY ... (JEAT YINN )
 Me and LENG ZHAI ... ( jun wen )
Me and TALL de ... ( chee weng

Mr. Shankar n Me .
A gang of 3 8 po ... CARMEN HENG , CARMEN LIM , and ME
Is sweet yee, ME , and hui jing .


Well well well..

We meet at bus stop about 6.30am.

Happy to meet lots of friends.

 Hui Jing made a pure MAYONIS bread .

Walao.. disgusting till made me wanna vommit.

I cant even bite on the bread ..

The juices from mayonis... 

eeel... GELI .



Im in BUS 3.

same with may kei, carmen lim , jeat yinn, xue wern, doraemon and others.

We ate a lot.


Doraemon , walao eh..

he cant stop eating until the day we back from the camp.

Something happen that made me quite angry, sad and unsatisfied on it.

But I don't feel wanna to make the matter become worse.

And I endure on it.

Until the night, more anger.

However, 





thanks for CARMEN LIM and JEAT YINN.

they accompany me whole night 

instead may kei and pearly gonna move to other dorm.
 
May Kei, please dont blame on yourself.

Im alright. ^^

We keep chatting

and gossiping too... 

haha.. That's a secret between us.

Shhh...



I still remember the first smile from jeat yinn face,

when enter my dorm.

I was so shocked that she is smiling.

Because she never smile before that.

And I not dare to talk with her.

Maybe she finally can have a time with her friends.

Jeat yinn told me her thinking of mind.

And I keep consoling her .

Hope she is getting better. 

Be tough ya !



Thanks to CARMEN LIM too ~ 

thanks for bringing me a lot of joys.

And thanks to listening to my story,

And sharing with your stories too!

I really feel happy when can chat with you guys. 

If not because of 3 of you,

Im gonna be lonely throughout the night.



Thanks Ms. Carmen Heng ..

thanks calling me through phone during the night 

when you know that I need a people besides me.

And YOU  made a surprise to me.

Guess what's was that.?

She came to my dorm and visit me with Catherine.

Both of them wearing the rain coat

and the rain is heavily, the dorm between us damn far away.

Thanks ... 

So touch.



Next, thanks Wong Catherine !

thanks for lending me your ears to hear mine grievances.

You are not only render me some advise, 

but you did comfort my mind.

Thanks ya !



Thanks Sweet Yee..

For being so 3 8 with me.

Still remember the day we keep staring on the sky to see the stars.

And let me reminding,

when we are in DORANI.

Im scared of those things, and you hold my hand 

give me support.

Thanks Sweet Yee.



Thanks May Kei,

You are the one who accompany me during the journey.

I still remember when I lend you my earphone to hear.

And you suddenly sleep.

Im not dare to take it out as you are sleeping soundly.

Haha.

Thanks for sharing with me about 

your feelings,

your foods, 

your friend's blanket. 

Thanks May Kei



Thanks Jia Xin ...

Thanks for your caring when my nose is bleeding.

I keep asking people around me whether have tissues .

But they did not take it as a happen.

Thanks Carmen, Catherine, Jeat Yinn and YOU, JIA XIN.

Thanks for giving me your caring when we are in the same group.

You are the one caring of me so much.

You told me not to climbing of the rock wall when my nose is bleeding.

You are the one told me where to climb on the rocks when I am losing my way.

And I did really wanna give up at that moment !

Because of you...

your scream " NO, XIN YAN ! CONTINUE !! CONTINUE ! "

" THE ROCK ON YOUR LEFT SIDE ... RIGHT SIDE ... ! "

thanks JIA XIN ..

i owe you a lot !



Thanks to you guys..

when Im falling down from the climbing wall.

Thanks carmen and jia xin ,

they keep asking me whether I had been injured and wounded .

Thanks A lots !



Thanks Min Hua ..

Thanks for lending me yours " HAIR-OIL "

Thanks Yeow Xin..

Thanks for being besides me.



Thanks Chai Bao too..

I heard from his scream that keep encourage me to continue the climbing.

" XIN YAN, YOU CAN DE ! YOU CAN DE ! "

haha..

thanks ya !



Thanks Doraemon

For bringing me lots of 

funny,

and

crazies.




Thanks Michelle Wong Kitt Yue

when I was back from the night walk,

You are the one saw my damn freaking palely face.

I still remember the expression from your face when saw me..

with your biggest eyes ever.  O.O

" XIN YAN , WHAT HAPPEN TO YOU ? 

ARE YOU SCARED ? "

thanks. 



Thanks Ling Sze .

who persuade me to be clam down 

 Dont be scared anymore.


Thanks Chee Hao,

thanks for your sweet,

but sorry , i made the sweet drop down.



Thanks Chee Weng ,

for being stand still at the side.

It was so fortunately that you are standing at the side stationary,

If not , I couldn't find you, ARROW ..!

haha ^^



Thanks Merissa

for making me be more admired at you.



Lastly, thanks CHARLIE ..

brought us a lot of fun.

And made some people be mental disorder.

HAha..

I was so happy and 

didn't feel any regretful from this camp.

Thanks, All my friends.



I knew how to be more appreciate friends from this camp.